

Thursday meet the lundstroms at town for Marche! Marche is always so good so good :)Then we went to Bugis to walk and surprisingly the clothes have improved. They have high waisted pants! And I'm so going to get one :D I wanted to buy but Gabriel was like "you got so MUCH clothes already!" Notice: it's MUCH not many. Uncountable for him -.- Tell me which girl will ever find that they have enough clothes. Plus I didn't shop at all for 3 months? It's sad that I find myself not enjoying shopping as much. After that, we went to Lee Kai House to play pool. The table was just nice for me but the pockets are damn big. For the first time, I owned that table until I don't even want to go back home. Haha, I was like God. Ah oh, guess what I'm working there on Saturdays now :)

Friday was with the usuals. Night cycling gang :D But this time, is really the way is was. 10 people :) Everybody on the list came :) We ate Bak Kut Teh at Havelock road. Reach Tiong Bahru, buy tickets first then arcade and smoke, we played truth or dare. It was so cute seeing everyone so close to each other and you can feel the a special type of bond. Finally get to watch Despicable Me! I fell asleep though, couldn't take it I was damn tired halfway. Nigel was laughing like nobody's business until the kids on the infront row turned back and stared. I found it hard man to say "despicable me" cause it makes me think of him and his stupid Facebook.
Yesterday, went for training. Yay! I like training hehe. Anti-under-21-tournament fan club. Care to join? I will never win lah, but I just want my nice little Saturday to train and not filled with disgusting people. Sorry to be mean but ya, I have some issues here. Went to Grandma's! Ate one whole big bowl of rice, and I actually could finish it. Strange, I thought I couldn't eat so much. Meaning, this whole time, I could eat but my brains forbid me to do so. I lost weight, my boobs are smaller :( And my pants are like looser now. I don't want to be like that, I want to go back to the eat-alot-and-eat-fast-fast Nicole. Why did he make me like that :( After that, went to Lee Kai House. Work was extremely tiring, cause I was already feeling tired. And my stupid feet is too wide and it's painful when I wore my pink crocs yesterday. It was hard understanding those my manager and my colleague. Happy_girl Daniel, Edmund and Nigel came and visit me. And thanks lundstroms for waiting for me :)
I woke up at 3 today. I feel so tired. I can't sleep anymore, I'm scared that I can't sleep later on. Sigh... Going to study HTM man. These few days I keep thinking why should I torture myself because of him. It's just 2 months? What's so hard to let go? But I can't do it, my appetite is spoiled when I think about him and those stupid small things like even YOG will make me think about him immediately. Sigh, I'm just dumb. Maybe it's just PMS period again. Don't know man, but I'm feeling quite down. But at least, I'm going out so just ways to make myself busy I guess? I guess falling in love is sweet, but falling out of it is 10 times worse. Will you still fall in love? I won't, not going to take that risk again.